Trinity starts school in how many hours?

I cant sleep,I'm trying not to cry right now....just thinking about what i'm going to do in a few hours.

I sound like im going to do something really bad *like kill someone*.

Its the leaving her part that is getting me. i know she'll be fine,she'll have fun and she'll like it.

When i start getting real upset i start thinking about this 5 year old little girl i heard about. she died out of nowhere one night. turns out she had a huge tumor *that they never knew about*that turned out to be cancer around her brain and was growing so fast,that the drain tube they had put in ended up smashed due to her brain being pushed on to it.i keep thinking about that poor girl and her mom. how her mom would give anything to be able to use the school stuff she had just gotten her little girl,walk her into class and cry like a baby and watch the clock like a hawk till it was time to go pick her up again and hear all about her first day of school.

I am sad but I am so very glad that i have Trinity and that i get to do this kind of stuff with her. I get to watch her grow up *even if its to fast*. i cant wait to hear about her day at school and all the kids in her class. i think theres only 14 right kids right now. 

I will have tons of pics to up on here.